short-lived passion

F * * K Y O U!

2009-02-07T09:16:00.000+08:00

Get your facts right first before you show your fucking temper mister! Your behaviour was uncalled for, thats what I would call a childish & senseless behaviour coming from a "MAN". One word to sum up everything, you were fucking RUDE. You don't deserve my respect, not a single bit.

First thing first, who the hell are you to be shouting at the top of your lungs at the whole lot of us, demanding an answer that is so fucking obvious? Are you dumb or playing dumb? Secondly, it is our fault that she refuse to admit? Have you completely lost your head? Don't bloody come and show your fucking senseless temper at us eh? Those pieces of broken glasses hurt us. I bet you don't fucking care.

I'm utterly disappointed. Of what suppose to be a happy occassion, turn out to be something so disappointing. You're making a mountain out of a molehill. You could have settle things between the both of you, be mature, act your age!

Last but not least, I have zero tolerance for such RUDE BEHAVIOUR!

OUCH!

2009-02-06T08:11:00.001+08:00

I've got the back of my leg burnt by an exhaust pipe of a motorcycle! It hurt like hell! I was given two days MC for that first degree burn.

Its the first time I've got myself burnt by the exhaust of a motorcycle and hopefully the last! I was careless, but then it wasnt totally my fault eh? (;

Thanks to Ann & Isz for getting me Dettol Wipes and Minyak Gamat to make the pain slightly better. And not forgetting my boyfriend, thank you for being there for me, but then again you said I was paranoid, marah tau! Hmph!

Now for the gross pictures of my leg. . . .

Its fucking gross k, don't say I din warn ya....

*sobs*

Freaking ugly la.. I'm upset... :(

Still alive

2009-02-04T16:07:00.002+08:00

Hi friends!

I'm still alive & kicking, not to worry!

Its just that I'm too lazy to blog. Life has been great. I have wonderful friends & family by my side!

AND NOT FORGETTING MY WONDERFUL BOYFRIEND! (;

Thank you bf for being patience with me, I'm blessed to have in you in my life. Thank you for standing by me since July last year. Thank you for everything.

I love you.

Aku Sakit - Wali Band

2009-01-16T18:40:00.000+08:00

Aku sakit -

Aku sakit Bila menatap matamu
Sadarku Bahwa engkau bukan milikku
Aku sakit Bila ku mengagumimu
Sadarku Kau tak pernah mengagumiku

Bangunkan Aku dari tidur panjangku
Sadarkan Aku dari mimpi tentangmu
Kusalah Bila ku berharap padamu
Salahku Paksa kau tuk mengagumiku

Kau tak tahu Perasaanku
Dan ku tak mau Kau tahu

Aku sakit Jika kau tahu hatiku
Karena Diriku tak berarti bagimu
Aku sakit Bilakah kau sembuhkan aku
Tak mungkin Tak mungkin sungguh tidak mungkin

Bangunkan Aku dari tidur panjangku
Sadarkan Aku dari mimpi tentangmu
Kusalah Bila ku berharap padamu
Salahku Paksa kau tuk mengagumiku

Kau tak tahu Perasaanku
Dan ku tak mau Kau tahu

Bangunkan Aku dari tidur panjangku
Sadarkan Aku dari mimpi tentangmu
Kusalah Bila ku berharap padamu

Kau tak tahu Perasaanku
Dan ku tak mau Kau tahu

43 days to go...

2009-01-15T19:29:00.000+08:00

I cant wait to go to Bangkok. I wanna shop till i literally drop and break a damn hole in my bank account! Hahaha. Janice called earlier, I asked how much is she bringing to Bkk, she says she's gonna change $500 and bring another hundred SGD. The same for Yvonne, but plus her debit/credit cards. I'll follow suit. (;

I'm so gonna stay in the hotel room after 10pm, given the situation in Bkk recently. No night activities hor xiao jie men! Hahaha. I'm very excited everytime I see Yvonne online over at msn because she is counting down to the day we'll be taking off to Bkk in her personal msg! Haha, so cute la that girl. I miss being around them, I miss conversing in Mandarin with them. We'll meet up before we take off, another round at Balcony girls? Haha! Ehhhh..don't want la, later they check our IC again! Hahahahahah!

43 days to go..

Treat every moment as is it's the last day, and then you'll know how to treasure

2009-01-08T12:49:00.000+08:00

From the very beginning, girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background and the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him:

"How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often causes the girl to be very upset. With that and the family's pressure, the girl often vents her anger on him. As for him, he only endures it in silence. After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated and decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl:

"I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, and with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in and agreed to let them get married. So before he leaves, they got engaged. The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love thru emails and phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up. One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice... The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to loss her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry, it's still just silence cry that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same, except for the ringing tone of the phone. This pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know and not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions and millions of reply, countless of phone calls. All the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything and be happy.With a new environment, the girl learns sign language and started a new life. Telling her everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came and told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.A year has passed and her friend came with an envelope, containing a invitation card for the guy's wedding. Girl was shattered. When she opens the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her.He used sign language telling her

"I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise.Let me have the chance to be your voice. “I Love You."

With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

*Treat every relationship as if it's the last one, then you'll know how to give.

**Treat every moment as is it's the last day, and then you'll know how to treasure.

Randommmm

2009-01-07T08:43:00.000+08:00

tagged by Eisha;
100 Facts About Me

FIRST THINGS FIRST
1.Full Name: Karteka
2.Nicknames: Eka
3.Age: 21
4.Gender: Female
5.Where do You Live: Tanglin Halt
6.Relationship status: Engaged terusss! Haahahaha
7.Siblings: Dicky Herman, Karverna
8.Pets: None
9.Screen name: E-ka

APPEARANCE
11.Hair Color: Originally black-brown
12.Hair length: slightly off the shoulder
13.Eye Color: Black?
14.Height: 1.57
15.Piercings: 2
16.Tattoos: None
17.Shoe Size: 6
18.Jeans Size: 29
19.Make-Up: On normal working days, Skin Food BB Cream, Blusher, Mascara
20.Dye Your Hair: Yes

MY FAVORITES
21.Food: Spicy , Mom's cooking
22.Drink: Green Tea
23.Color: Red & Purple
24.Store: Watsons! Hahaha!
26.Kind Of Alcohol: Vodka Blackcurrant
27.Ice Cream Flavor: Chocolate Mint
28.Book: Sophie Kinsella Series
29.Season: Singapore's Season lo...
30.Video Game: I don't play video games..

HAVE YOU EVER?
31.Smoked a cigarette: yup yup..
32.Done Any Drugs: nope.
33.Gotton Drunk: yesss...
34.Gone Skinny Dipping: no...
35.Bonged a beer: No
36.Had Sex: (:
37.Kissed Same Sex: YES!!
38.Done Anything Sexual With Same Sex: haha, yes with my gfss...
39.Eaten Sushi: Yes.
40.Broken A Bone: whos? mine? hahaha.. others, pernah ah! (;

DO YOU/ARE YOU
41.Like Your Handwriting: Nope
42.Have Any Bad Habits: Yes
43.Hate Yourself: Sometimes
44.Shy: Yes
45.Tolerant Of Others: To a certain extent
46.Aggressive Or Passive: A lil bit of each
47.Have A Journal: Yes
48.Emotionally Strong: Nope
49.Read The News Paper: Yes
50.Confident: Depending on the issue

VIEWS AND BELIEFS
51.Is There A God: Yes
52.Does He Have A Gender: who knows?
53.Do Ghosts Exists: Yes
54.What About Witches: Me la, I'm the witch! Hahaha!
55.Miracles: Dun noe..
56.What Do You Think About Abortion?: Cruel
57.Premarital Sex: Errr..
58.Life On Other Planets: I don't know.
59.Porn: Yucks..
60.Cosmetic Surgery: It depends.

CAN YOU
61.Sing Well: Noopeee..
62.Play An Instrument: Noooo...
63.Write Well: Yes I can if I want to.. haha..
64.Skateboard: Nooo..
65.Take A Shot Without A Chaser: No
66.Say the Alphabet Backwards: NOPE!
67.Snow Board: Noo...
68.Juggle: No..
69.Do A Split: No..
70.Draw: Can ah but it wont turn out the way it is suppose to be..LOL!

THE FUTURE
71.Plan On Marriage: Insyaallah
72.Kids: Yes
73.And Their Names: Wah lau.. dont knw la..
74.Occupation: Tai Tai?! LOL!
75.Where You Want To Live: West side of Singapore? (;
76.Big Or Small House: BIGG! Kate nak jadi Tai Tai! Hahaha..
77.Do You Want To Live Near People: Yesss..
78.Long Driveway Or Short: Longgg....
79.Income: Future Husband's income laaa.. hahahaha....
80.Cars: Mini Cooooooopppppppeeeeeeerrrrr !!

THIS/THAT
81.Walmart/Target: Walmart
82.Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate
83.Night/Day: Night
84.McDonalds/Burger King: Macdonalds
85.Cats/Dogs: Cats
86.Fruits/Veggies: Fruits
87.Pillows/Blankets: Blankets
88.Pepsi/Coke: Pepsi
89.Alcohol/Weed: Alcohol
90.Reading/Writing: Reading

RANDOM
91.Biggest Fear: Losing people close to me forever
92.Compliment You Get Often: Often about my eyes
93.What Would You Change About Yourself: My prespective towards life
94.Regrets: Yes.
95.Gotten Arrested: Nope
96.Are You Ticklish: Yes ! =)
97.Longest Relationship: 2 years plus.
98.How Much TV Do You Watch: Errrr...Seldom watch tv
99.What color is your bedroom: Pink
100.Are you happy: YES!!! ;)

I TAG
1. Ann
2. Suhairah
3. Fareha
4. Mya
5. Faezah
6.Siape2 la yg bace blog aku! hahaha!

Errr... Happy 2009!

2009-01-06T08:25:00.000+08:00

I'm doing data entry (work) and typing this entry (personal) currently. Multi tasking at its best la kononnye. (=
I've been blog hopping for the past few days and saw alot of blogs with new year resolutions. So whats mine? I sumpah I don't know. All I know is that 2008 is the suckiest year for me!! Ohhh.. apart from having my wonderful gfs by my side tru out and having Superboy in my life la, they're my everything. Not forgetting a new addition to my family, Shaik Rafael Khuzairy. He's a sweetheart althou his constant crying can be as irititating as hell! Haha.. But I still love him.

On New Year's Eve, we headed to ECP to join Liyah, Eisha and the rest, but before that tekak aku ni nak makan double cheeseburger @ Macdonalds. Met Superboy at around 11.30pm then we head off to Mac at Queensway Ridout Tea Garden because I assumed that the one at ECP will be packed with many many humans! We finished our food 10 mins before midnight. That when he asked me whats my new year resolutions. My mind went blanked. Then I told him, I don't know, I don't have any.

-_-

Then he said, mane boleh takde, must have at least one. So I randomly said I wanted to take up class 3. Haha. Bile tu agaknye aku nak g enrol? Hehe. Tunggu da pindah, da dekat kan, takde alasan lagi ckp jauh nak g bbdc! Hahahahaa! Btw, we got to see fireworks on the road! Haha, the sweetest thing is when he turn around and said haapy new year to me, while riding, lau pada korang tak sweet takpe, pada aku sweet sudah! hehehe...

So ya, hopefully I can achieve that within this year! Oh yeah, the first appointment with HDB would be end of this month! After March, I guess I'm gonna out from Tanglin Halt Chap Lau! Hahahaha...

It may be a little late but, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!

Broken-hearted Girl

2009-01-01T14:46:00.003+08:00

Discover Beyoncé!

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be with out you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that
I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken-heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl…No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken hearted girl

there`s Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be with out you babe
I don’t want a broken-heart
Don’t wanna take breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken-heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken- hearted girl
Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Aint gotta be afraid my broken-heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you oooooo
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh
I don’t wanna be with out my baby
I don’t wanna a broken-heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken-heart
I don’t wanna play the broken hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken hearted girl
No broken hearted girl

bugging problem _

2008-12-29T09:16:00.001+08:00

Ahhhhh... Finally, the day for the redemption of the x'mas voucher is officially OVER! I am so fucking glad its over cos it is totally very tiring to exchange vouchers, attending to queries over the counter & through the damn phone that rings every 5 minutes. Now I have to tabulate all the remaining vouchers by serial number and hand in the report by day end today. Next up, CNY promotion! -_-

Aniway, I have this small problem thats been bugging me since forever! My hair is like taking its own sweet time to grow. I need my hair to be long, let say till my elbow. Because I wanna perm my hair! Hahaha. I will look alot more ~~older~~ mature then I already am. I have people telling me that they thought I was somewhere around 24-27 years old. Seriously people if you think thats a compliment, you're wrong laaaaaa! I somewhat feel offended, but neverminad la, I don't take it seriously.

Back to the topic, lets see how my hair grows since December last year. And not forgettin to also look at how put on weight, lose some & put on weight again! Hahaha. Badan aku ni mcm belon! (;

December 2007

January 2008

February 2008

March 2008

April 2008

May 2008

June 2008

July 2008

August 2008

September 2008

October 2008

November 2008

X'mas eve

So how long more do i have to wait for my hair to reach my elbow? ARGHHH!!

Ohhh.. and last but not least, SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU TO MY DEAREST GF, NANA & IDE!!
(;

HUH?

2008-12-24T16:07:00.000+08:00

"Jangan terperanjat/panic kalau u nampak ade orang gemok, pakai baju merah pat bilik u, beh die masukkan u dalam bag die k?"

hahahahha.....

It took me a whole minute to understand that.
(;

Anyways, kesian orang2 yang kene stuck pat Singapore Flyer tu. 6 bloody hours laa! Lucky nothing happened when I took it on my 21st birthday. And I totally agree, what ever happened to Plan B ehh?

Have a very MERRY X'MAS people! (;

woke up too early -_-

2008-12-23T11:57:00.000+08:00

Met dearest Liyah & Eisha yesterday after work at Vivo. Eisha bought 3 pretty top and it cost her close to $200! Everybody got their bonus already, except me! Mine will probably be next month, the same as last year.

Sad ah, everywhere I go to, there's SALE. SALE & MORE SALE! And to make matter worst, I saw this really nice bag at River Island, its retailing at around $140. I want that bag laaa... Althou pay is in already but after paying bills, topping up my ezlink card, give mummy allowance, I barely have enough to shop! So yah, forget about the bag ;(

Got home close to midnight and I went to bed close to 2 am in the morning. Since SuperBoy have to wake up early to attend some course, being the kind & sweet person that I am, I set my alarm at 6.30am in the morning. I managed to wake him up on time but the sad part is, I cannot go back to sleep!! I toss & turn for half & hr but yet my eyes won't shut. Arggghh!

Sleep late, wake up early! So not me la! Hahaha! And now my head hurts, my eyes wanna shut, its only 5pm!! I've got 6 more hours to endure!

Okay something random, I just checked my CPF online, baru jejak 10k! Hahahaha...

Yes Faezah, Liverpool drew ngan Arsenal, considering they're against Arsenal and lagik AWAY, its a quite a reasonable score la ehhh. Hahaha...

Have a good x'mas eve tmr ppl, cos I know we have something planned for tmr rite dolls?! Hee. Love Love.

Boring Sunday

2008-12-21T16:01:00.000+08:00

I received a text message from dearest gf, Eisha at 4.41am this morning. I only managed to reply her before I left for work. The message content was so deep that I replied her 6 messages long. And I'm still waiting for her to tell me what has happen cos she's at work currently. Gf, hang on. Get back to me asap aite? ILY.

Okay, the mall's kinda empty. And I'm sleepy. I wish I could be over at the National Stadium cheering for our National Team, BAHH!! I can continue wishing and stick my butt to this irritating/uncomfortable but yet professional looking chair till 9 bloody p.m! On a happier note, I can still catch the Liverpool/Arsenal game tonight at 11.55pm. Hahahaha...
GO SINGAPORE, GO LIVERPOOL!
(;

Luqman called me up just now with the intention of asking me along to the stadium, but malangnye, aku kene keje! Then my SuperBoy also making his way there cos his friend has extra ticket or something! ARGH! K forget about the match.

Knocking off ady, byeeeeeeeee!

here's to the future cos i'm done with the past!

2008-12-18T13:37:00.001+08:00

First thing first, I am happy with my life now. I can't say for sure if I'm gonna be happier than I ever was before, but time will tell and I'm sure I'll get on that level or maybe even better. I admit I did pinned hope that we would be together again someday but you made things easier for me when you say you will only get back to me when you're no longer with them. With that alone, I know where I stand in your life.

I tried my very best to get you off my mind, deleting your number (which of cos was of no use, cos I have your mobile and home number at the back of my head), slowly and painfully delete our pictures together in my phone, one by one, day by day. I could not bear to mass delete our pictures. Yes I used to cry myself to sleep at night, thinking why things have to turn out this way, after what we have built over the years.

I partied 3 times in a week. I drank and puff all my sorrows away. Then I got to know from a friend of mine, that one of your best friend was involved in an accident. My immediate reaction was to dial your number, I just don't know why. I know you too well, and I hate that.

I never thought that I would get over you, but after 6 months, I did. And for all this 6 months, apart from my dolls, theres that one person that is always there for me, advising me from the start. He knows when I'm sad, stressed, having my mood swings, and I really appreciate his presence in my life.

I'm just glad I'm done with my past, you may have never hurt me physically ( I was the one who always hit you) but you definitely hurt me emotionally, ALOT. You hurled alot of bad words my way infront on my friends, you called me a SLUT. I was hurt, I did nothing near to what a SLUT does to deserve to be called that. You were one selfish person, you know what I mean, But then again, you taught me alot of things in life. I admit we do have many happy and funny moments that deserved to be kept locked in my heart, but that is as far as I would go.

I've changed my number but I did not inform you, no intention of informing you at all. Then when I checked my other sim card a few days back, I saw a msg from you. I don't know what to feel. Thou I'm happy that you still remember me, I'll be moving house soon too, so at the right time. I needed that.

I know that you are happy with your life now too.
Wish you all the best Mohammad Khaireen and I really hate that I know you too well.

Thank you for everything, I'll always remember you, no doubt.
Bye bye Past.

Hello FUTURE!!
(;

HAPPY!!

2008-12-15T17:06:00.000+08:00

I know alot of people read my blog. I just know, But oh well, who cares! Haha. I've got a happy news to share! I manage to take the day off on the 25th December! Sexaye, I'm so gonna be at your place! And I can't wait!!
K, thats all. Haha. Bye!

~~Someone once said, I'd always wait for you..~~

WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU MAKES YOU STRONGER

2008-12-12T09:13:00.000+08:00

I typed out an entry few days back, but decided to hit the backspace button and not post any entry. Life is getting more & more hectic for me, to the extent that i feel like giving up, yes on life. Don't you feel that time is flying by so fast that you don't even have time to reflect on what you've achieved in life. They say "time is money", Yeah, time is precious. You might never know when is the last time you're gonna meet your friends, family, loved ones. One minute they're here, the next minute they may not be there, they may leave us,the world, forever. I'm tired, tired of how time pass real fast.

But then somewhere, somehow, i find the courage to see the beauty of life. The people that have been there for me when my life seem to have crumble. They made me face up to reality, stand on my two own feet and face life straight at its face. I've become more idependent, more socialble and more aggressive in life cos WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU MAKES YOU STRONGER.

My bunch of close gfs, were and they still are my pilliar of strength. They were there for me, everytime I needed someone to talk to, even at 3am in the morning. What more can I ask for, when I've been blessed with such understanding & loving bunch of people rite? Apparently there is more. I'm asking & praying for more time with these wonderful people in my life. Don't worry people, I'm not down with any terminal illness that I know I've got only few months left to live, its the fact that I don't know when I'm gonna breathe my last that I'm asking for more time with my loved ones.

----

Okay, stop being so emotional already. On a happier note, we went to Batam last Thursday ( no DBL-O, hahaha!) I had so much fun, with the company of such funny people. Since the cigarettes there are so damn cheap, kite da macam kaya rokok, rokok setengah je buang, mcm mane? Hahaha. We had seafood, went for karaoke, shopping at two different malls, BCS and the one at Nagoya Hill,they have A&W there!! Mimi dyed his hair (haha!), we went to our driver's home at one of the kampong there, we can see our little tiny island from there! nice scenery! Next stop, Bangkok in February! (; With the ex-colleagues. Yes, just the 3 of us girls, Miss Idependent bby! *winks*

ok la, heres a sneak peek at our getaway to Batam.

Buying the ferry tickets at Harbour Front

Datin Sally, Ayu & Myself (;

yeah, yeah da sampai! (;

Sampoerna crazzzyyy!

Lunch time, banyak pe lauk dorang hidang! Wakakaka!

They sell helmets at their supermarket, cool ehh?

Ahhhhhhh!! A & W, yum yum!!

I craved for pizza, so we dine at Pizza Hut there. Okay the bill - cheapp! Sengaje mek gambar ash tray & chilli/tomato sauce pizza hut! Cool or what?!

Our driver/guide's kampong

nice scenery! (;

the car that took us everywhere.

With our driver, lagi satu driver malu. Tak nak mek gambar.

new handphone!!

2008-12-08T17:29:00.000+08:00

okay daddy bought us new handphone! i was sleeping two days ago when mum passed the house phone to me. daddy was on the other line, "Kak, kau nak hp tak?"
terkejot aku! hahaha. lau org da offer tak kan ckp tak nak kan? LOL!
so yeah, daddy bought me & sister SAMSUMG F480! mine's pink, adik's black!
now we have the same phone! hahahaha...

okay sumpah aku tak tau kai ni hp, everything is touchscreen! arghh! so i find sms a chore now! anything just call me k people? byeee! syg korang laaa...

ARGH!

2008-11-30T10:27:00.000+08:00

Handphone masok air!! Tak lehh on! mcm mane?!!
Its my fault ah, bwk hp masok dalam toilet, amek kau! tak serik2! pernah masok air skali, tetap bwk jugak hp masok dlm toilet. arghh!! bawak hp g keje tapi tak leh ON!!
:(

*hentak2 kaki*

aku takde mood hari niiii!!!!!!

$%^*(*(*%$@$@*&&*!!

Footprints In The Sand

2008-11-29T08:18:00.000+08:00

Leona Lewis - Footprints In The Sand
Uploaded by FresHipHop

You walked with me
Footprints in the sand
And helped me understand
Where I’m going

You walked with me
When I was all alone
With so much unknown
Along the way

And just when I
I thought I’d lost my way
You gave me strength to carry on
That’s when I heard you say

I promise you
I’m always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow
And despair

And I’ll carry you
When you need a friend
You’ll find my footprints in the sand
When I’m weary
Well I know you’ll be there
Cause I can feel you
When you say

I promise you
I’m always there
When your heart is filled with sadness and despair
Oh, I’ll carry you
When you need a friend
You’ll find my footprints in the sand

[choir]

When your heart is full of sadness and despair
I’ll carry you
When you need a friend

I promise you
I’m always there
When you need a friend
You’ll find my footprints
In the sand

Happy 19th Birthday Sister!

2008-11-21T18:55:00.000+08:00

I may not say it as often as i should, but i love you! yes i do. im thankful for having a sister like you. althou you can be irritating sometimes, but nothing can change the fact that you are my sister! hope you can a wonderful bday, and yeah this sunday at east coast, cant wait! hehe! and yeah your present. sabar je la.... (;

and once again,

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY BBY SISTER!

p/s: i've been real busy these days, work is stressing me out big time, i've been given alot of responsibilities lately, its not that i cant handle pressure but it is really taking its toll on me. but then again, i'll prove my capabilities to my fullest, thou i do complain to people around me. hee. tkcr bbies, i'll be supperr bzzz, till next week, my dolls, know it dont they! hehe!

i miss my dolls!

fareha get well soon k?

sue, jgn hilang k next week! hehe!

ann & noi, mane korang?!!!

liyah & eisha, how? party/tanning soon??

nana, bile nak kuar?!! hahahha...

k bye!

i want one of these!

2008-11-08T16:04:00.000+08:00

macam mane? i wan one of these puma watches?!! ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!
they are so fucking lovely!!!!

Doa untk yg bercinta, sape-sape yg tengah bercinta atau baru nak bercinta atau tengah bertunang. Amalkan doa ini.

2008-11-08T14:27:00.000+08:00

* got this in my email inbox *

Ya Allah....
Seandainya telah engkau catatkan... Dia milikku tercipta buatku... Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku... Titipkanlah kebahagian antara kami.... agar kemesraan itu abadi... Dan ya Allah... ya tuhanku yang maha mengasihi... Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini... Ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi...

Tetapi ya Allah... Seandainya telah engkau takdirkan.... dia bukan miliku... Bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku.... Luputkanlah ia dari ingatanku... Dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan....

Serta ya Allah ya tuhanku yang maha mengerti.... Berikanlah aku kekuatan... Melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit... Hilang bersama senja nan merah.. agarku bisa bahagia... Walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya...

Dan ya Allah yang tercinta... Gantillah yang telah hilang.... Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah... Walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya...

Ya Allah ya tuhanku... Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdirmu... Sesungguhnya apa yang telah engkau takdirkan... Adalah yang terbaik buat ku.... kerana engkau maha mengetahui... Segala yang terbaik buat hamba Mu ini...

Ya Allah... Cukuplah engkau sahaja yang menjadi pemeliharaku... Di dunia dan di akhirat... Dengarlah rintihan dari hamba Mu yang daif ini... Jangan engkau biarkan aku sendirian... Di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat... Menjuruskan aku kearah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran... Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman... Supaya aku dan dia sama2 dapat membina Kesejahteraan hidup... Ke jalan yang Engkau redhai... dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang soleh....

Amin.. Ya Rabbal A'lamin. .

5 and a half day annual leave to clear!

2008-11-06T16:26:00.000+08:00

its already NOVEMBER! I've submitted the NOV schedule w/o any AL! haha! mane tak, aku da hand schedule, baru management suruh clear leave! mangkok! macam mane? LOL!
I reserved one day for ZOUKOUT ady next month tapi entah lah kekasih2 aku ni semue nak g tak! haha, and by kekasih2 i mean my girls lahh...BUT I WANNA GO! last year da tak dapat g, korang faham2 je la.. LOL!
bile lagik nak mek leave? sape2 nye bday dec? lol! sape2 nak bwk aku g an all expense paid holiday? haha!
wait long-long! k i know!

k now im waiting for time to knock off from work, then get myself ready to meet my girls!!
i miss them so so so so so much!!
chatting with luqman now,
"ORD OHH!!!"
macam paham la uuuuuuuuuuu," sad mcm tak nak ORD pun ade..." hahahaha!
slamat berpartay di st james esok ye?

k la babbies, gue mau main angin japp!! charge camera nye batt! nak camwhore habes2san nyerr!

k tis is a random post. tak tau aku type ape! k bye!!

thank you

2008-11-03T08:47:00.006+08:00

I know that he loves me cause told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause its me he trust
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so

bukit batok??!

2008-10-31T09:59:00.001+08:00

okay can somebody shoot me in the head, i totally forgot about my date with ili zafirah binte ismail (haha, tau ah name penuh! LOL! jgn la marah beb!) today for melalak session! maklumlahh, hangover! okay takpe, ann ngan noi paitao agik! wooohoo..takpe, thank ypu very nice! mangkok jek! fareha and liyah je yang jiwe. sebab dorang nye jiwe, aku belikan waterfall. hahahahahahaha! k mampos, terkopak duet aku $50! woohooo! eisha pun jiwe, trun jap jumpe kite, tapi aku nak tau jugak, yg kau trun ngan tu sape? LOL!

special thanks to liyah, fareha, eisha, irwan and fahmy for taking care of me and my belongings, putting up wit my nonsense and lots more laa.. really appreciate it!
k nak g plan schedule ni, nak g sun tanning lagikk! according to eisha schedule on the 6th?! anyone free??!! hahahahaha....oh i'm gonna be eisha's across the road neighbour if all goes well *crosses finger* bukit batok here i come! LOL!

and to luqman, thank u for the gift ehh... suke sangat2! k da update, da puas? hahaha...

last but not least, salam takziah kepada keluarga arwah mustaffa a.k.a tapa.

26/10/2008 - 1616hrs,

semoga roh nya di cucuri rahmat.. Al fatihah, Amin... last i've heard the exbf is traumatized by the incident, hope he's doing good now. and learn to cherish people ard him.
have a great day ahead ppl!

love?

2008-10-24T16:28:00.000+08:00

lets start playing pretend, shall we?

2008-10-22T16:33:00.000+08:00

Pretend that you don't feel what it is that I'm feeling, pretend that my heart is already healing. Id rather pretend that its all okay then confess what I feel each and everyday

It’s easy to pretend that it doesn’t hurt. It’s easy to put my best smile forward.
I'll pretend am alright.

Just for you,
I'll pretend i'm okay
Just for you not to worry.

putri khalisah's 3rd birthday

2008-10-20T09:24:00.001+08:00

we went to east coast park yesterday for my dearest princess 3rd birthday. naseb bday anak sedare tersayang, lau tak aku da g sepang dah! haha! there were like around 20 of us. cousin elvin drove lorry while cousin elaine drove her car.
we reached ecp at around 12plus, at first it was shinning brightly then after an hour or so, hujan!! wah! gerek pe mandi hujan! i was already down with severe headache and fever the night before, ni kene mandi hujan lagik! can i just die?!
budak2 suke ah, hujan2 pun nak mandi laut. i became the tigress, shout for everyone to come out.

mak prepare sting ray and curry chicken, kak yati & abg abu marinate chicken, amah(my grandma) made claypot rice, sedap pe! my favourite! and winter melon drink. mak long cooked mee goreng & mee hoon goreng. busu mary bought drinks and finger food. okay thats alot of food.

i really enjoyed myself yesterday, got to meet my cousins yang da lame tak jumpe! haha.

myself and my nephew, rafael

putri khalisha, the birthday girl's younger sister

Qiara Quzandria, my cousin

me and birthday girl

birthday girl with parents

rambot stop it eh boi, lol.

the birthday girl, my favourite!

mane2 aku g ngan laptop aku! LOL!

kamizah, mysekf & yana

birthday girl, happy sey! hahaha!

kamizah, elaine and myself

myself and sister

seandainya perempuan tahu segalanya -_-

2008-10-18T20:04:00.000+08:00

1. Lelaki juga boleh menjadi seseorang yang begitu sensitif dan mengambil berat (prihatin)

2. Jika seseorang lelaki meminati wanita, wanita itu tak semestinya cantik. Cukup dengan budi bahasa dan kesopanan yang tinggi. Malah lelaki boleh menyukai wanita yang mempunyai banyak persamaan dengannya sama ada dari segi pemikiran atau minat. Oleh itu, banyak yang boleh dibualkan atau dikongsi bersama.

3. Kebanyakan masa, lelaki sebenarnya tidak mengetahui perasaan sebenar yang dirasakan oleh seorang wanita. Dorang ada slow siket!

4. Lelaki boleh menerima penolakan dengan baik.

5. Lelaki cuba menonjolkan sikap kelakiannya untuk menambat hati wanita...

6. Lelaki memang dilahirkan dengan perasaan yang kuat terhadap wanita..sebab itu mereka suka melihat wanita, menjeling wanita dan…

7. Kebanyakan lelaki resah bila berhadapan dengan situasi kali pertama! First time, malu lar, tak tahu nak bebual lar dan macam-macam lagi.

8. Lelaki cuba meniru gaya selebriti atau berlagak macho hanya kerana ingin memikat hati wanita.

9. Bila lelaki cakap.."Emm..tengoklah dulu"..itu seringkali bermaksud dia berkata tidak atau kurang setuju.

10. Bila lelaki cakap direct to the point dalam sesuatu hal, dia sebenarnya ingin bersikap jujur dan berterus-terang dan mengharapkan wanita memahami maksudnya. Tapi kalau wanita tu lembab tak tahu lar dengan cara apa lagi yang patut dilakukan.

11. Kebanyakan lelaki yang nampak 'desperate', datang dari sekolah all boys! Almaklum lar, asik bersama sekaum je.

12. Adalah biasa lelaki cemburu terutamanya apabila perempuan asyik menyebut nama lelaki lain. Cemburu tanda nya sayang tapi biar lar kena pada tempat nya!

13. Lelaki tak boleh belajar kesemuanya pasal perempuan dari library atau buku semata-mata. Oleh itu mereka selalu keliru dengan sikap perempuan...dan tak faham Kenapa perempuan bersikap begitu begini... kadang-kadang lelaki perlu mengetahui lebih mendalam tentang bagaimana berhadapan dengan perempuan supaya hubungan dapat berjalan dengan lebih baik. Tapi wanita ni pun satu suka sangat tunjuk kan merangkai yang bukan-bukan. Mana lar lelaki tak keliru!

14. Betapa hebatnya lelaki itu bersikap romeo dan 'flirting' dengan ramai wanita...dia tetap hanya ada seorang teman wanita yang istimewa...yang lain hanya kawan...Jadi wanita anda harus berbangga jika diri anda yang ter istimewa didalam hati nya.

15. Bila lelaki tertengok wanita dan wanita itu menyedari...maafkan saja. Kebanyakan lelaki tak sengaja....Mereka merasakan kejadian wanita itu begitu indah! Wanita bole memaafkan nya tetapi untuk melupakan nya mungkin memakan masa.

16. Bila sesuatu hubungan putus di tengah jalan, lelaki juga rasa bersedih...cuma dia tak menunjukkannya kesedihannya di depan orang. Mesti lelaki harus menunjukkan diri nya kuat supaya diri nya tidak dipandang rendah oleh bekas kekasih nya dan dari pandangan orang lain!

17. Bila seorang perempuan meminati seorang lelaki, perempuan itu patut bagi hint! Maklum lar kan, ada kala nya bab-bab macam ni lelaki ada lembab siket untuk menangkap. Mana tau lelaki itu juga menaruh minat. Senang usahanya nanti...hehehe!

18. Adalah memalukan bagi lelaki jika tak berupaya menolong wanita. Kalau tak bole pun tunjuk kan pada wanita akan usaha yang dilakukan.

19. Kebanyakan lelaki cukup lemah dengan air mata perempuan. Mereka lebih tewas sekiranya air mata itu mengalir daripada perempuan yang dikasihi. Sebab itu dikatakan air mata senjata perempuan. Lelaki bukanlah sempurna 100% walau bagaimana sekali pun rupanya atau pandangan luarannya. Jadi, perempuan janganlah mengharapkan semua yang hebat dari lelaki! Mereka juga insan biasa dan mempunyai kelemahan!

Sejauh mana kebenarannya anda sendiri menilainya......

tapi kita wanita pun bukan nya paham sangat dengan perangai dan sikap lelaki yang mudah bertukar ganti...apa yang mereka mahu kan dan apa yang mereka tak mahu! rasa-rasa nya memang lagi kompus...

starhub ohhh starhub!!

2008-10-18T11:55:00.000+08:00

i've tried to log in to my msn since 11am in the morning, but only managed to sucessfully sign in at 2.30pm! gerekkk kepe?! mangkok,periuk, kuali!!

oh, there is something seriously wrong with my phone. i will only receive text msgs like half an hour or better one hour later! and when i finally do receive those msgs, it will be in bulk (haha, k melampau! usually 4 msgs only) wahh, Starhub da menjadi-jadi ni! if somone were to msgs me asking for help in a life & death situation, and by the time i receive the msg, i think the person would have probably be half alive (or half dead, depends on whether you're pessimistic or optimistic, LOL! ) or maybe worst, dead. so if ever anyone of u requires help urgently please don't text me, im serious! its as good as texting the wall. bahh!

not only text msgs, calls most of the time are directed directly to my voicemail. i did not divert them, i swear! gile pe, aku ade nak harapkan org kejot aku bangun pagi nak g keje, aku nak g divert kol? so ladies and getlemen,if you ever need to contact me URGENTLY that is, and u text and call me still cannot reach, CALL SAMPAI DAPAT AH! LOL! Nak call rumah, mos of the time i'm not at home, ahhh, call keje. Lau sape2 yang ade number keje aku, call je, or maybe you can drop me an email? Hahahaha! Mampos!

the internet connection at work is being sucha bitch! Starhub jugak!
my dad is an avid "supporter" of Starhub, all mobile lines (yes more than 1 line), wireless internet, mobile boroadband (for me!), cable vision, and next telefon rumah plak! jiwe starhub ahhh, tapi lembab ah! upset!!

tomorrow is my precious princess 3rd birthday. we'll be at ecp from 12pm onwards, family gathering la konon. makan besar! haha. speaking of food,i'm hungry! going to hunt for food now!

bye all

p/s: eh takpe, aku msg semue tak yah reply! bingit! ke korang pun kai starhub? LOL!!

dbl-o

2008-10-17T07:46:00.002+08:00

went down to dblo on thurs, last minute! haha, kaki aku ni gatal, nak berdansa! pakaiaan cam org gile pun nak turun jugak! setan betol ahhh!!
sister meet me at work at around 10.30pm.

while walking to md sultan, fareha called, line distorted den received a msg from her "beb, tgu aku pat ue nye taxi stand!"
tau ah, kate tak nak g, haha! sayang la doll aku ni, jiwe! (;
we went in, not the usual crowd, gulp down two shots each, waited for Sue to reach. as usual, got high, haha. danced like nobody's business.
got home trus bammmmm! pagi bangun kol 9am g keje, aku ni superwoman! blum off ni satu minggu,kaya bebb, bantai OT jekk!

oh i din know that i have many silent readers, famous jugak aku ni. k don't quote me hor! jokin, step mane nye star la pulak. LOL!
and i always get "eh ex kau bdk revenge ehhh?"
and i think i better not type out my tots for the whole word to read, like someone.

those pictures are from my phone, i'm still waiting for Sue to upload the pichas at dbl-o to see how burukk i was on that day.
(;

i heard ya say u miss me. was i dreaming or was i insane?

pamper me

2008-10-13T16:57:00.000+08:00

I'm so being pampered by everyone this past few days! and i'm loving it! (;
call me materialistic/ high mateinance, i seriously do not care! I cannot please everybody in the whole wide world so yeah, to hell with what you think of me, negatively that is. if positive thinking, then thank you! hehehe!

dad got me mobile broadband, if thats not enough he came down personally and hand it to me at work, macam tak leh pass aku pat umah gtu. hehe!
i think he felt because of what happen on the first day of hari raya. i did not really talk to him the days following that. jus the normal, sebelum kuar umah and when da sampai umah salam jek. no matter what he's my dad and nothing can ever change that.

i miss my sister and my nephew! ahhh! its been *let me count* 7 days since i last saw rafael. rindu banget sey.. da besar gaknye. mak rindu el, balek cepat okay. i miss ur cries at nite, thou its irritating at times. i miss rubbing my nose against yours. i miss you! and as for my sister, haha, i hate to admit this but i miss you too! macam ade yang tak kene ah kau takde. dek cepat balek okay!! gossip-gossp agik!

meeting kaki kus, liyah & eisha in a bit!
HUSH HUSH darling! Hehehehe..

bye all.

QUIZ: Are you over your last relationship?

2008-10-12T22:00:00.000+08:00

You've been single for some while now and it's clear that your relationship is really over, but are you really over the relationship? Getting over somebody you care about and movin on with your life is one of the hardest things the heart has to face and for most people you can expect to stare this love-demon down more than once in a lifetime. At the same time it is very normal to look back and remember a former love fondly, even longingly, from time to time. How can you tell if you're remembering the good old days in a healthy way or clinging to the past? How do you know if you're really over a lost love? There are some tell tale signs that your feelings have matured from soul-wrenching longing to healthy memory.

Take our "Are you over him/her?" quiz to find out where you stand.

Your score is 45. While it seems you've let go and accepted that your relationship is over you clearly aren't yet over the loss of love. It's left a void in your life that you're not sure you can fill. Don't worry, once you've really moved on that void will somehow fill itself. Rest assured that you're well on your way to letting go once and for all. Good for you, you've let the healing begin!

sleepover crazy shots!

2008-10-12T08:17:00.001+08:00

liyah slept over at my place yesterday. we were online the whole time. this is what we did when we got real bored! haha! i slept at 5am, while liyah slept at 6.30am, die memang, burung hantu! haha!
and someone just have to say that i was "masai"
tau ah kat rumah kai make up peeeee!!
upset ah!

yours truly,

hush hush

2008-10-11T19:09:00.001+08:00

Oooooh ooooh
I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointin' out my wrongs
i never needed pain,i never needed strain.
My love for you was strong enough you should've known.
I never needed you for judgement
I never needed you to question what i spent
I never asked for help, I take care of myself, I don't know why you think you got a hold on me.

And it's a little in the conversations
There isn't anything that you can say.
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so look at me and listen to me because,

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way
I get the final say

Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how i act to what i say
i never needed words, i never needed hurt, i never needed you to be there everyday
I'm sorry for the way i let go
Of everything i wanted when you came along
But i am never beaten, broken, not defeated
I know next to you is not where i belong

And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so you will listen when i say baby

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way
I get the final say

Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

No more words
No more lies
No more crying ooh ooh
No more pain
No more hurt
No more tryin' Oh Oh Yeah

Because
I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way
I get the final say

Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

Yeah Oh
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby

Carnival Attica goes MasKuerade

2008-10-10T08:39:00.002+08:00

Liyah just texted me,
"Beb, malam sheesha pe?"

at 8.51am this morning Sue texted
"I'm gonna go to gotham tonight, call me if you girls wanna join yar. Sweet morning. TGIF!"

tau ah semue orang ade2 je plan malam ni. now how? what? haha..

yesterday fareha crashed at my place. yes yesterday, (thursday night!) we were at home!! hahaha! we did not go to that tempat puake, i bet they must have miss us! we told people we know we are not heading down, all mcm tak percaye kan. hahaha...but we really were at home last night!!

what did we do at my place? i went to fetch fareha at the mrt station at around 10.30pm then we head to sheng shiong to get some junk food! haha. we bought our ever favourite "chilli crab" cup noodle, cheese hot dog & fish fillet! tau aje rumah aku ade deep fryer! campak je! LOL!

we were online till around 3am in the morning! haha! so funny, same timing as wen that tempat puake tutup! den off to la la land!

oh! tommorrow there's a masquerade party at attica! and i told the gfs, ann & sue bout this they got all excited! haha... so how ladies??

and dearest brother, see you there if i'm going! tau ah sampai 7 pagi!

p/s: that long distance call and sms was unexpected, but nevertheless sweet! (;

hope you're doin fine over there.

pipe down: my conscience is clear - absolute durian? lol!

2008-10-07T17:29:00.000+08:00

jeng jeng jeng, finally da "bersuare", literally ah. tau ah title letak sebesar-besar tidak, tapi grammatically incorrect. what took you so long? 6 days after my entry, right.

first and foremost, when i texted, you did not reply. when i called, you did not answer. and when i typed out an entry regarding what happen at work, suddenly an entry khas untuk aku? what does that makes you? people act retarded because they can hide behind a monitor. I bet in reality, right in your face these people are actually cowards who dont dare to deal with the results of something they have said or done.

work is work, but family comes first? what are you trying to express here? that what you did at work that causes all this commotion is because of your family? jus so that your family could be happy and celebrate "whatever the occassion" is, happily as a whole? family comes first mah? tio boh? correct me if i'm wrong, but that seems to be what you are putting across.

family do come first but to stoop that low, thats just so despicable lah! but then again, in order to keep a family going, especially in a country like ours, money speaks. and in my opinion (everybody is entitled to their own opinion hor!) i don't think what you did benefit your family, at all. oh well, to each his own, *shurgs*.

actually i think whatever happens is a blessing in disguise. i am, what i want to be here now (;
i actually prefer to talk, rather then type but no choice huh? bah!

enough, of all that so childish commotion. yes i admit its childish, but hey, do i have a choice?

so yesterday we went to hard rock. got high, as usual. but wats unusual is that i wash my face with my ever favourite lychee martini! u know, i know ah! shhhhh!! hahahaha!

fareha got to take a picture with her idola, Hady Mirza. member merajok at first aku tak nak tolong amek kan gambar, sampai hentak2 kaki! hahaha...cukup time noi jugak amek kan. lau tak confirm die ckp "part ni aku gadoh laaaa" hahahaha!

went karaoke after HRC, got home at bloody 6.30am! champion pe? LOL!

dollz ku tersayang, sekarang chalet how? first two weeks of december no slots ah, 3rd or last week possible tak? confirm with me as soon as possible kay?

p/s: ann darling, absolute durian ade?? hahaha...

its been ages

2008-06-15T15:34:00.001+08:00

All along i've been updating my stuff over at my multiply. I think multiply is WAYYY better than blogger. HAHAHA! I'm sucha ASS, for those who knows whats my URL for multiply, i'll see you there, if you dont have an account go bloody have one! Its great!! For those who don't, just keep it that way! hahahaha... Or if u really want to add me up at multiply, just leave a comment.
ANYWAY, just for your information, I've just been discharged from hospital, went under the knife! HAHA, not plastic surgery thou... wanna know more? read my multiply entry! WOOOHOOO!!!

BUAH SUSU!

2008-05-15T20:12:00.003+08:00

ATTENTION PLEASE!

Who knows where to get BUAH SUSU??? Pregnant woman have such weird request! Been searching around for it but to no avail.If you know anywhere i could get them please leave me a comment. NOT Malaysia or Batam please! Thank You!

looking forward to weekend!

2008-05-07T17:06:00.000+08:00

two more days and I'm off for my weekend getaway bby! i have two new colleague and the both of them are sisters! sydah & zurah. so they will be taking over both Yvonne & Janice respectively. we can get along pretty well, no doubt bout it. they're nice people. :) welcome swthrts!

k guess what, i have not started to pack yet. I have no idea what to pack but im packing light. its just a short trip with my lovely gfs. thou two of them cant make it at the last min. but never mind there's a next time aite darlings? I'll be back Sunday night. in the meantime dun miss me okay?

insyaallah aku balek in one piece. pray for me sweethearts!
lau ade nak ape2 jadi pat aku tu, fuck you k! hahahha...

Like Me....

2008-05-04T13:44:00.001+08:00

I went to collect my boots and jacket the other day already, and i'm so loving it! Thou the sister comment that i look like a prostitute with the boots. KNN! Hahaha...

We headed down to dbl-o last thursday. And and and, something unexpected happen, so crazy la! Like drama okay, haha. But still i enjoyed the night.

Some hearts i might break, i hope its not yours

I'm so loving this song and video, makes me wanna dance again. Shall we hit the club again before i leave for my trip? Please gfsss please...

Better In Time

2008-04-27T16:01:00.002+08:00

Leona Lewis - Better In Time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remaind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: X2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

gojane

2008-04-20T12:38:00.001+08:00

My boots and jacket that i ordered from gojane.com is here already. however due to its bloody weight, i have to go self collect tmr at pandan gardens. i cant wait to get my hands on those beautiful items. hopefully those boots fits me *fingers crossed* oh both the jacket and boots cost me $48 only! :)
now I'm itching to get other stuff, but this time maybe from wetseal! hahaha...

happy birthday

2008-04-20T12:05:00.000+08:00

happy birthday daddy (;

....

2008-04-15T18:07:00.000+08:00

I headed down to HRC with Ann last night, for Kumar's Night. It was my first time attending her show and i was definately entertained for the hour that she was on stage. I did not really enjoyed myself thru out the night, blame it on my weak body. I could not even finish my favourite double cheeseburger. I was really NOT in the mood to drink, dance and to chat with people. The must thinkthat i'm some stuck-up BITCH. I just mainly kept to myself and my vodka cranberry.

All bad things seems to come my way all at once. I've been working the 3rd shift for many days now and its taking its toll on me. I'm very disappointed at how one can say one thing and yet mean another.
Now i can only hope things will get better.

HRC tonight?

2008-04-14T20:11:00.002+08:00

She's always on the phone.

Last week alone, I met up with her thrice! Hahaha, and tonight we might be heading to HRC for Kumar's Night. Not too sure yet, cos my body is feeling a lil bit crazy. One minute I'm feeling cold, the next minute its hot. A possible symptoms of me running a damn fever. My forehead is warm-ish.

All of you that is 21 and above this year (ME ME ME!) korang da receive surat goverment blum? Hahaha. I received my letter regarding the BUDGET 2008 already and i have kiasu-ly sign up for it to be credited in to my account, (i have yet turn 21) ya i know, typical Singaporean.
Can use that lil money for the short trip next month. Now there will be 8 of us going, girls night out okay. No guys allowed please girl. I'm gonna blow his brain off if he insist on following you! Hahaha.... Da cukup2 k, 4 each in a room. Tolong jgn spoil the whole plan, aku marah ehk!! ^_^

I have to attend a bloody course tomorrow at 2.30pm. "Fault reporting course" Aisey, hopefully it wont be BBooorrriing! K, I'm done here. Still deciding whether to head down to HRC not..

saturday night

2008-04-13T20:53:00.003+08:00

Met up with Ann yesterday after work. Actually I went back home first, changed den off to meet that silly girl at Raffles Place at 10pm. She actually made me walk from RP to Clarke Quay. We were still deciding where to go while walking. I suggested we catch a movie since I had two movie vouchers from NTUC the other time.

She already decided to watch FUNNY GAMES. So we took 190 down to Lido, bought the tickets (which i tot we need to top up cos the voucher was valued at $7 only, but apparently not, save sikit! hee.. ) While waiting for the movie to start at 11.45pm we went to grab a bite. I had KFC while Ann tak habis2 dgn her Long John's (aku da jelak k, hari2 mkn LJ)
So about FUNNY GAMES, its a stupid show to me and its freaking 112 mins long! Please dont waste your money on this show. There were a group of people behind our seats, gave up and left half way cos the show is simply too stupid and sllloooowww.... Cekik darah dibuat-nye! Lucky for us, we used the vouchers.

After movie, which is close to 2 in the morning, we walked around aimlessly and finally decided to play pool at Cineleisure. We left the place close to 5 in the morning. Ann went back to my place because she will be working at 7.30am in the morning! Wohooo, ni ppm da jadi zombie la pat keje tadi.. Hahaha.. She had a quick shower, baring, tutup mata skejap den at 6.45am she went off to work.
And as for me, my dear friends, i slept at 7 in the morning and wake up at 12 noon. Head to the showers, went down to get breakfast (brunch actually) then got ready for work.

And that ladies and gentleman, boys and girls was how i spend my Saturday night.

AND TO YOU MS SUNDAY, kite denda kau, satu bulan tak bleh jumpa kite! Hahahahaha...

* u know i know eh ANN...

Okay, I'm on sleeping mode now.

I will have a peaceful Sunday, hopefully.

Honestly

2008-04-12T12:27:00.001+08:00

1. Honestly what color is yourshirt?
- my uniform? Khaki?

2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
- someone

3. Honestly, what have u doneyesterday?
- i went to work, reached home past midnight, watch my chinese drama till 2am and off to bed!

4. Honestly, have you ever been in love?
- yes

5. Honestly, feeling anything unusual today?
- unusual? nope.

6. Honestly, is your heart still occupied?
- yes

7. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the fone?
- Ann

8. Honestly , are you jealous ofsomebody right now?
- jealous? i suppose so. haha

9. Honestly, what makes you sad most of the time?
- love songs, wahahaha!

10. Honestly, are you LOVING someoneright now?
- yes

11. Honestly ,what u don't want in life?
- dont want lies and deception in life

12. Honestly, do you want to seesomeone this very moment?
- deep in my heart, yes. but in reality NOPE!

13. Honestly, plannings in near future?
- get that damn DIPLOMA and Class 2b soon.

14. Honestly, do you love someone verymuch?
-very much? used to..

15.Honestly, does anyone like you?
- like me? i don't know! you ask them.

DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY

*Anger Section*
1. What do you do when you're mad?
- I eat alottt!!

2 . What's the worst things you'vedone when you were mad?
- hahahaha, you woldn't wanna know

3. Ever made anyone cry when you weremad?
- Yes, and i feel bad till today.

4. Do you swear when you're mad?
- Unfotunately, YES

5. When was the last time you reallycried?
- really cried? not those short2 interval ah? haha.. den i think last month or so..

6. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
- most certainly!

7. What usually makes you cry?
- things that are beyond my control .

8. Are you normally a happy person?
- Normally, yes.

9. Does being with your friends makesyou happy?
- yess

10. When people say they think you aregood looking/pretty, do you get happy?
-Happy? Yah.

ha ha ha

2008-04-09T22:11:00.004+08:00

I was browsing http://www.stomp.com.sg/ when i saw all these funny pictures. Its under "English as it is broken"

Fingering Snacks?? HAHAHAHA..

Cockies...? LOL

LA LA LA

2008-04-09T19:10:00.001+08:00

So the date have been set for our mini getaway next month. Now there will be 6 of us instead of two. HAHAHA! I'm looking forward to next month like so so much. I just need a break, run away from all my problems, temporary.

I feel like singing again, after that 3 hours karaoke session with you.
Jom, g lagik..
Jerat Percintaan......
Purnama Merindu...
Bila Cinta Didusta...
Lagu Senario tu.. Kekek pe...
Aku rindu ah...

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA....

short get-away

2008-04-06T16:30:00.001+08:00

I'm planning to go for a short get-away with one of my gf (whose name i wont disclose) during mid-May. The date already set, however we need to check the availability of the hotel first. Hopefully everything goes well, jus the two of us. Mcm romantic gtu eh? LOL. Thou I'm a lil scared but i think i really need to get away for a while. Takut tak takut semue blakang cerite ah! Hahaha..Anyone wanna follow?

* Don't miss me when I'm gone ;)

unlucky

2008-04-04T11:52:00.002+08:00

So the PC at home crashed. I've lost everything inside, ALL MY PICTURES, MY DOCUMENTS! Can i just jump down from the building? I should have backed up all my stuff, now eveything is GONE!! And I can only go online at work. No more late night online gaming with JANICE! ARGH..
I hurt myself the other day, exert too much force. 100+kg machine, what do you expect? HAIX, why is everything bad happening to me all at the same time.

Besar kesilapanku besar lagi kesilapanmu

Hampa yang kau rasakan hampa lagi perasaanku

Kau cuba menyatakan aku

Menbuat kesilapan

Yang tak mungkin kau maafkan lagi

Ku tak mungkin kau perlu di sisi

Besar kesalahanku besar lagi keegoanmu

Berkali ku beri alasan berkali-kali kau menolaknya

Kau ingin ku menyatakan

Diri ini bagai lilin

Dan terbakar oleh perbuatanmu

busy busy busy

2008-03-31T17:14:00.002+08:00

I will be very busy for the coming months. Too tired to blog. I'll usually reach home, worn out then off to bed and the cycle continues. But I like it this way, keep myself busy so that I won't think too much. I'm taking things slow right now. And who knows, *fingers crossed* a miracle will happen for me.

Back at home, problems after problems. I'm happy but on the other hand I'm freaking scared lahh! I wish to be there for but i don't want to the reprimanded for nothing. I don't know what to do. Hopefully this matter will be solved soon. Its easier said than done!
On a happier note, YVONNE pass her TP!! Congrats beb! Now you can take us for a spin already. We've been waiting for this day for very long already right? Next on the list is JANICE, jia you!

Now we're rotting at the counter. OKAY, bye.
P/S: Tmr's April's Fool! ;)

2008-03-26T20:19:00.000+08:00

watch this!!
watch this!!
*thnx von for sharing.

secret rendezvous

2008-03-18T23:19:00.003+08:00

I know that you've been waiting for it
I'm waiting too
In my imagination I'd be all up on you
I know you got that fever for me
Hundred and two
And boy I know I feel the same
My temperature's through the roof

If there's a camera up in here
Then it's gonna leave with me
When I do (I do)
If there's a camera up in here
Then I'd best not catch this flick
On YouTube (YouTube)
'Cuz if you run your mouth and brag
About this secret rendezvous
I will hunt you down
'Cuz they be all up in my business
Like a Wendy interview
But this is private
Between you and I

Touch my body
Put me on the floor
Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body
Throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel
Like you never did.
Touch my body
Let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist
Just a little taste
Touch my body
Know you like my curves
Come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body.

Boy you can put me on you
Like a brand new white tee
I'll hug your body tighter
Than my favorite jeans
I want you to caress me
Like a tropical breeze
And float away with you
In the Caribbean Sea

sudden flood

2008-03-13T20:06:00.003+08:00

wild wild wet/escape theme park? when will i ever have time for you? even if i do have the time, the weather don't seem to make my visit to you possible. and the tickets valid till 3rd April 2008 only! the "laundry basket" (or whatever you called it) in my room is filled to the brim, maybe its overflowing with dirty laundry as i'm typing this out now. again, the weather made it impossible for my mummy dearest to get the laundry done. i'm running out of clothes to wear to work already! thats why im digging into my old pile of clothes that is hidden in one corner of my wardrobe. i wonder when will this raining season stop cos as far as i know (maybe im wrong) March is supposingly to be the month with less wind NOT alternating between light drizzle and sudden heavy downpours! which also result in the sudden flood at clarke quay!

I am not telling anyone or anybody how to do their job properly, cos i dont have the right to do so, i'm just an officer. but when you said you would meet the person, have the basic to courtesy to really come up and meet them. not send someone else over what right? they were expecting you, the one they spoke on the phone just now with to come and meet them, not someone else.

"Next time this kinda problem dont call "him" already just directly call the
company"

eh hello, they are aggitated, they want compensation, you wan us to settle? we don't need to report to you ah? we can anyhow make our own decisions ah? yes i know its not our fault but we cant make the decisions on how to settle this issue what right? we are talking about compensation here leh. haiyah, i'm getting sick of all these blame pushing, not taking responsibilty for one's action anymore. i personally think you are overpaid. you dont do what you are paid to do, everytime pass problems that you think "are too difficult for you" to someone else, your other staff?
i rest my case. b-y-e!

sima's big day

2008-03-09T19:26:00.004+08:00

I got up early today, 10 in the morning (i consider that early if i'm on 3rd shift) because i need to attend Sima's wedding! I was tempted to wear baju kurung but decided against it cos I've got to work later. Imagine me in baju kurung walking around Clarke quay! Not that I'm ashame to wear our traditional costume to work but its just that tak kene dengan tempat. Oh well, that's me, with my "typical minah hairstyle" according to faezah! :)

Sima's gorgeous! I love her make-up! She look so different, cos she usually only have light make-up on because of her work. I don't think she's allowed to put on as much makeup as we do. She usually only have eyeliners on. But whatever it is, she's pretty, maklumlah seri pengantin , so envious! CHET! She cried when she was asked on the pelamin who she wanna thank or something like that, I could not make out what the emcee was asking. Touching right? I would cry too if i was her!

Oh anyway please take note of my Victoria Secret Angels Bag! LOL! I love it but next on my list will be a COACH handbag which cost less than $250 if bought online. I'm gonna get it before my 21st birthday, hopefully, if eveything goes well. OUCH, My left wisdom tooth hurts. Okay bye!

to the future

2008-03-08T19:47:00.002+08:00

I''m on 3rd shift today & tomorrow. I will be heading down to Sima's wedding tomorrow at St George Street (nvr heard of it before right?) near BOON KENG MRT. I'm sure she will be a very gorgeous bride! Can't wait to see her tomorrow. One by one people around me are getting married. Next on the list, Yvonne! I've never attend a Chinese wedding dinner before, so yours will be my first one! Oh don't forget one "HALAL" table for me!

I would love to get married too! Seeing everyone busy preparing & planning for their future, I'm envious. Whats in store for me in the future i don't know. Maybe its still early, I'm still young. AND THAT REMINDS ME, I'LL BE 21 IN FOUR MONTHS TIME! Ideally, I would like to get married before the age of 25. Thats like 4 years left for me to plan and most importantly ~~save $$$.~~ Why crossed out you may ask? Cos before i can save money i need to get a job that pays me more! With my current wage, you wait long-long that i can save for my future! Very materialistic right this world? With money then everything will be a-okay.

Or i can just hope that a "fairygodmother" will come my way...

life & death

2008-03-07T11:35:00.002+08:00

What if one day, you wake up only to realise your loved one left you, for good? whats the first thing that comes to your mind?
if i was caught in this situation, i would never know how to react, you cant train how to react to the loss of your loved ones the moment you open your eyes can you? yes, death is part & parcel of life but coming to term with such tragic news aint that easy.

I still remember the day my grandpapa passed away vividly like it was just yesterday. But fortunately for us, he was not taken away from us immediately. He was diagnosed with stomach cancer. He was hospitalized for about two months or so, and doctor told us to be prepared for the worst. We saw how bad he suffered during the two months in the hospital, had to be put on drip and all sorts of equipment that allows him to keep going.

The day that he passed away, I was at work. My cousin called me up and told me that he cannot make it thru that night, i immediately hang up & broke down. I rushed sown to the hospice and saw him gasping for air, i was at his bedside, he still can see me. I held on to his hands tightly. The rest of the family members were present. He get to see eveyone for the last time.

Doctor already told us 2 months before to be prepared for the worst. I had the 2 months to slowly accept the fact that he is leaving us soon. But not everyone is as lucky as me. They left house for work, market, school and the rest of the family members expected them to reach home safely as per normal. But sadly, that never happen, they have since left the world, for good. How do you react if you were caught in this situation?

What if you were the one that left? Would you regret not telling someone how much you love & respect them? Seekfor their forgiveness and forgive those who apologized to you? Will you have any regrets if you had to go today?

Thats life for you.
We never really appreciate the importance of something,someone until they're gone, for good.

tale as old as time

2008-03-07T01:49:00.002+08:00

I'm finally back here at blogspot after more than a month of hibernating, literally. Life hasn't been all that great, its part and parcel of living in this cruel world. Yeaps, all so cruel world. I'm getting sick of living life the way it is now, I find my life with simply no meaning. I'm just posting for the sake of posting. I'll do a proper update soon.

my girlfriend

2008-02-01T22:40:00.001+08:00

Suhana, kau besar nye setan ah!
hahahaha, but i still love you gf!

CIPAP!!

2008-01-31T16:49:00.000+08:00

i'm back to square one.

Meaning: If you are back to square one, you have to start from the beginning again.

and yes FAEZAH, cume satu entry jer! bukan comp kau rosak! hahahah..Ade lar, bace tu lyrics jer. =P

2008-01-24T18:14:00.000+08:00

I need you boo

I gotta see you boo

And the hearts all over the world tonight

Said the hearts all over the world tonight

2008-01-23T02:11:00.000+08:00

My sexaye gave me the url to her fotopages to look at ehmong's pictures way before, i think two years ago? She was so chubby then. Not only her lah, her auntie here also, hahahaha. Then i realise she have alot of pictures that is worth reminiscing about! I totally miss those times!

Lets start off with this really old neoprint, taken frm mira's fotopages! Wah, 4years ago leh!! Hahaha.. memories!

Ili, Nana & Me at URS Citylink, time to knock off! We jus love mirrors!

Baby Ehmong

Fiza & my 19th Bday, Nana's 20th bday!

The birthday girls!!
All of those who were present!
And made that day an enjoyabl & unforgetable event!

Mervis's bbq @ east coast , me & Ehmong

Those who were there

Mervis's open house, Suhairah, Me & Ili

Suhairah,Me, Nana and Nana (sister)
Me, Lya & Nana!

Sheesha-ing

Sexaye & ME

Nana, Eisha,Me & Lya

After I highlighted my hair

Eka,Nana,Lya,Eisha

Sister's 18th Bday, DblO

Sexaye & Me

SueAnn, Me, Jill & Noi

AdekNana, Me, Mervis, Melly

Yanti's Engagement

Eh Mong now!

aka Putri Khalisah

And the new addition ehmong's younger sister,

Putri Khalisha

2008-01-22T14:25:00.001+08:00

I wanna cut my hair SHORT!!!!!

2008-01-22T13:58:00.000+08:00

I went to Chinatown for lunch with Janice today. Wanted to look & survey for Qipao, hahaha, I wanna get Qipao for myself. We ended up in OG. We were browsing the shoes department first, but nothing caught our eyes. So we proceed to the lingerie section! I'm so in love with the Pierre Cardin bra set! Its $30 per set, I'm gonna get myself at least two set when pay is in!! I can't wait! Most probably I'm gonna drag Md Khaireen to shop for my bra and of cos my long awaited foundation! We ate KFC for lunch, shroom meal. I dirtied my uniform with the damn cheese fries.. I'm so clumsy! But not as clumsy as md.khaireen! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAH! So un glam, us with our slippers! :)Janice's egg & chicken wing, yeaps after her shroom meal. She really can eat but she never, let me repeat, NEVER put on weight! SO UNFAIR!

2008-01-20T14:23:00.000+08:00

I am currently waiting for Janice to come from JB, yeaps, Johor Bahru with my ciggarettes and my sanitary napkins! Haha, the one at home ran out! I'm left with only one, how pathetic!

At the moment Central is having this FUKUBUKURO bag promotion, its really interesting. There are prizes inside the bag, and examples of the prizes are Return AIr Ticket to Japan, Plasma TV, Free Dining for 1 year and many more. You will need to spend $80 in The Central then you can buy the bag for $50! If you never spend anything, you can buy the bag straight at $100. The prize inside the bag will be at least 3 times the price that you paid for! There are only 288 bags.

BUT!!

You can only collect the bag on 16th February. On 16th , 288 will be displayed out, so its kinda like first come first serve. You get to choose which bag you want, but the 288th person have no choice but to take the last bag! I wanna get the bag, but sadly staff & tenants at THE CENTRAL are not eligible to participate. The bf dunnoe free or not on the 16th february. Now only left 150 bags lor!! Haiz....

STRESS!!!

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1. Who knows the real you?

-> Me, Myself & I

2. When was the last time you went out?

-> Thursday 17th January 2008

3.If you could kiss anyone who wouldit be?

-> Mong2 & B

4 . What song are you listening to?

-> Rihanna, Dont Stop The Music

5. who does it reminds you of?

-> my CLUBBING kakis! Hahahaha....

6. Last movie you watched?

-> Alivin & The Chipmunks

7. Which of your friends live closestto you?

-> Evon.

8. What is your favourite shirt?

-> No Favourite Shirt

9. Do you drive?

-> I WANT TO, but sadly i'm not license to drive

10 . What did you do yesterday?

-> Go To Work, Reach Home, Watch Tv, Sleep! (Very interesting!)

11. Do you wear contacts or glasses?

-> Coloured Contacts

12. Do you trust your friends?

-> Certain

13.Who was the last person to callyou?

-> B

14.What annoys you?

-> Waiting for ANYTHING or ANYONE, I hate waiting!!

15. Do you want multiple piercing?

-> Nope, tried them before

16 . Your fav song in your player?

-> Hot As Ice By Britnet Spears

17. Last time you went to the mall?

-> I WORK IN A MALL!! Hahahahah...

18 . What was the last thing you ate?

-> Bread, last night

19 . Which of your friends would makethe best roommate?

-> Nana & Lya

20. Last thing you purchased?

-> Blueberry Tea

21. Last vacation you were in?

-> Ah, Erm, Er.... Don't remember! Hahaha...

22. Do people ever spell your namewrongly?

-> Like ALL THE TIME!!

23 . What's the last compliment youreceived?

-> Compliment? From a tourist, Shey ask whether do I even eat, cos I'm so small. Like hello, my bf keep complaining how fat i am and there she is saying how small i am. Can I migrate to Austrailia? Then I'm the smallest among them, no pressure to lose weight! Hahaha!

24. Who was the last friend you hugged?

-> Fren? Can't remember also lah! Hahaha...

25. Which celeb are you eyecandying?

-> Celeb ah? Footballer can? Steven Gerrard!

26. What's next on your wishlist?

-> TRIP TO BANGKOK WITH B

27. Which band's concert would youwant to go?

-> ok, I gotta admit, THE SPICE GIRLS! hahahah

28. What colour are your nails?

->Colourless!

29. Date down a special day for you?

-> 09 09 06~!!!!

30. In just one word, describeyourself.

-> FAT!

2008-01-14T17:16:00.000+08:00

The world's cheapest car! Est around $3000++ only!

Speaking at the unveiling ceremony at the 9th Auto Expo in
New Delhi, Mr. Ratan N. Tata said, “I observed families riding on two-wheelers – the father driving the scooter, his young kid standing in front of him, his wife seated behind him holding a little baby. It led me to wonder whether one could conceive of a safe, affordable, all-weather form of transport for such a family. Tata Motors’ engineers and designers gave their all for about four years to realise this goal. Today, we indeed have a People’s Car, which is affordable and yet
built to meet safety requirements and emission norms, to be fuel efficient and low on emissions. We are happy to present the People’s Car to India and we hope it brings the joy, pride and utility of owning a car to many families who need personal mobility.”
Tata Motors

So cool right? The cheapest car in the world, so fucking affordable! Its even cheaper than bf's bike! Hahahaha...But wonder if its will be available in Singapore! But again if it is available in Singapore it won't be that cheap already! Haha, cos of car COE and all sorts of taxes, insurance and all. Its not cheap to own a car in Singapore no matter how cheap the original price on the car is once imported into Singapore, amek kau! HAHAHAHAH!!!

Vehicle taxes and registration fees

All motor vehicles imported into Singapore are slapped with a customs duty of 41 per cent ad valorem. There is also a Registration Fee to be paid. The fee is $1,000 for private vehicles and $5,000 for company vehicles. In addition, when a car is first registered (whether new or used), an Additional Registration Fee (ARF) of 150 per cent of the car's Open Market Value is payable. All these make the price of cars here artificially inflated compared to those in the States or Europe.

http://www.expatsingapore.com/content/view/1152

The TATA NANO resembles my favourite car which is

MITSUBISHI I!

Cute right??!! Oh gosh! I don't know how much it cost. But its definitely my fav car thou my ultimate wish is to own a MINI COOPER but thats way too absurd! HAHAHAHA....

2008-01-10T19:09:00.000+08:00

I'm love my hair clip from girl's talk!

While waiting for bf

Camwhoring during work

Ehmong & Me

PSP, da kasi balek! No more ninja turtle for me!

At Queensway

Just a couple of pictures for you to see. Well, bf started working on the 7th January,12 hours shift work! Whats worst is that while he is at work his mobile will have to be in his locker! Meaning I can't hear from him for 12 freaking hours, and by the time he gets home he will be too tired to even talk to me, he'll probably sleep his ass off till the next day. He can sleep for 2 days straight, kalau Singapore tenggelam pun die tak sadar! And today he can happily off his hp tau, g break pun tak on hp die, aku mcm nak gigit je bahu die! I kept calling and every time "you have reached mailbox no....", if ikut kan hati da rejam2 dah hp aku. I'm waiting for him to get home and kol me.
Wish him all the best adapting to his new work, the working lifestyle etc. Jia You! (; Now its not the time to take things easily , have to think of your own future, you're not getting younger.

Anyway our Property Executive tendered her resignation last week, and her last day will be on the 2nd February, like one by one all leaving us. Sigh. Haiyah but this kinda thing is part and parcel of life lah, if you got a better offer of cos you will leave right? I'm not saying our PE is leaving cos she got a better offer, I don't know whats her reason for leaving but of cos I'll wish her all the best in her future endeavours. Although she is a very strict person, but she can be nice at times. Haiyah, at work of cos must be strict la, if not all your staff will walk all over your head and take things for granted. I wonder who will take over her next month, honestly I will miss having her around. Especially hearing her voice over the set! (; You guys know what i mean. Carol, I'll miss you, and I'm sure the rest will miss you too!

K, I'm gotta slog for another 3 more hours till 11pm, then its home sweet home! Ahhhh, go home to a house with 3 cute lil brats. My house have officially become a childcare centre, but I'm loving it! Open the front door only to be greeted by ehmong's constant "MAK MAK MAK!" Cute lar si kecik tu!

Bf reach home already. He just called, at 8.05PM! Nak g mandi & makan, then confirm go sleep! See where got time? Tomorrow he will be on bloody night shift from 8PM to 8AM *faints!*

Babi ah! But nvm as long as he gets me my Kanebo foundation end month! HAHAHA (;

2008-01-08T11:40:00.001+08:00

Congratulation NUR KAMIZAH, on your new born baby girl.

Born on 7th January 2008

Putri "Something2", Ehmong's younger sister .Hahahaha.. Her name not yet finalized lar... I've yet to see her cos I'm very busy with work. I'll see her soon (;

Attitude, after all, is everything

2008-01-03T16:58:00.000+08:00

He was a unique manager because he had several waiters who had followed him around from restaurant to restaurant. The reason the waiters followed Jerry was because of his attitude. He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, Jerry was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation.

Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Jerry and asked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?"

Jerry replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, Jerry, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or you can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positive side of life. I choose the positive side of life."

"Yeah, right, it's not that easy," I protested.

"Yes it is," Jerry said. "Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people will affect your mood. You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. The bottom line: It's your choice how you live life."

I reflected on what Jerry said. Soon thereafter, I left the restaurant industry to start my own business. We lost touch, but I often thought about him when I made a choice about life instead of reacting to it.

Several years later, I heard that Jerry did something you are never supposed to do in a restaurant business: he left the back door open one morning and was held up at gunpoint by three armed robbers. While trying to open the safe, his hand, shaking from nervousness, slipped off the combination. The robbers panicked and shot him. uckily, Jerry was found relatively quickly and rushed to the local trauma center. After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, Jerry was released from the hospital with fragments of the bullets still in his body.

I saw Jerry about six months after the accident. When I asked him how he was, he replied, "If I were any better, I'd be twins. Wanna see my scars?"

I declined to see his wounds, but did ask him what had gone through his mind as the robbery took place.

"The first thing that went through my mind was that I should have locked the back door, " Jerry replied. "Then, as I lay on the floor, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live or I could choose to die. I chose to live."

"Weren't you scared? Did you lose consciousness?" I asked.

Jerry continued, "...the paramedics were great. They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the ER and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared.

In their eyes, I read 'he's a dead man'. I knew I needed to take action."

"What did you do?" I asked.

"Well, there was a big burly nurse shouting questions at me," said Jerry. "She asked if I was allergic to anything. 'Yes' I replied. The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled, 'Bullets!' Over their laughter, I told them, 'I am choosing to live.

Operate on me as if I am alive, not dead." Jerry lived thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude.
I learned from him that every day we have the choice to live fully. Attitude, after all, is everything.

2008-01-02T18:20:00.000+08:00

I want to play the SPELLING GAME! I even dreamt that I'm playing that game last night! Im crazy but hey that game got me thinking, like really cracked my brain!Okay I may sound stupid or even ridiculous but I forgot whats ADJECTIVES, VERBS and NOUNS! But I'm not the only one I suppose, I'm sure many of you forgot too, just too SHY to admit it! :p

Okay, I wanna go read up on adjectives, verbs and nouns, hopefully I'll fully understand it SOON. I wanna play SPELLING GAME!!!!

You've got me hooked on it!

2008-01-01T13:34:00.000+08:00

I'm thankful that I've made it another year. Hopefully 2008 will be a better year.

Selamat Tahun Baru!

2007-12-30T13:06:00.000+08:00

He who knows my sleeping habits

2007-12-25T19:11:00.000+08:00

Santa Baby,
I want a hair dryer for x'mas pretty pls. I do not have a chimney since i live in a HDB flat but you can drop it off in my mailbox (=

MERRY XMAS ya'all!

Mudahnya waktu melafazkan janji
Engkau dan aku berdua serupa
Rupanya mentah di dalam mainan... percintaan
Telah pun ku bentangkan segalanya
Mencari entah dimana silapnya...
Jelas asmara kecundang jua...

2007-12-22T23:13:00.001+08:00

Semua telah nyata, cintamu gurauan

2007-12-20T01:03:00.000+08:00

Pay came in unexpectedly early this month, I din expect it to come in so early. Janice was the one that text me to inform me that pay wan in already, at that point of time i was at KKH. QQ got admitted cos of sore eyes, poor baby. Very bad leh her case, i think worst than mine! Hope she gets well soon!

So with pay in, I went for a lil shoppin trip, sadly alone cos no one is free to accopany me. I went to Tiong Bahru plaza and i bought myself a webcam! Its been so long since i wanted to get a webcam lar, finally i bought it for myself! Hahaha... So when i reached home, i test it with Mervis!! Hahahah..

Mervis wanna make her turtle drunk! Oh gosh how sad right? Hahahaha... poor cute turtle.. :)

P/S: Oh just now i went to WATSONS at TBP, i saw that LOVEBOX le, its $4.90! The box are so pretty! K, im off to bed, someone i love is being unreasonable, how can i get him to wake up and think maturely?! Haiz...nite all...

2007-12-16T17:07:00.000+08:00

Have you all seen this ad? I'm sure you have, its at almost every bus stops near you. Ain't the designs pretty? At first glance i thought it was some CD casing but upon closer look,

&*^$#$%&* CONDOMS leh! Condoms with Love, hahahahah!

Love box! Maybe they intend to promote these so called LOVE BOX as an accessory instead of a box of condoms, so that ppl would be more likely to carry them around cos of their pretty designs and on the other hand encourage safe sex! Hahahaaha.. *shrug* I don't know, its just my guess. I love the pink flowery design! How bout you?

2007-12-14T19:54:00.000+08:00

Very unflaterring shots of me (the purpose is to show the length of my newly chopped hair)

You call me a bitch, I'll show you a REAL BITCH

2007-12-13T22:24:00.000+08:00

FUCK YOU
you don't have to bloody shout, stop making yourself look like a FOOL, you FOOLS!
but i'm afraid you are not capable of doing me any harm except to hurt my feelings for a tiny bit, i admit i may have handled the situation wrongly, but which human don't make mistakes? AGRGGH...
and with that,

FUCK YOU BITCHES,
yeaps bitches there more than one of them!

2007-12-13T16:47:00.000+08:00

Attitude

Jerry is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!"

He was a unique manager because he had several waiters who had followed him around from restaurant to restaurant. The reason the waiters followed Jerry was because of his attitude. He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, Jerry was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation.

Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Jerry and asked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?"

Jerry replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, Jerry, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or you can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positive side of life. I choose the positive side of life."

"Yeah, right, it's not that easy," I protested.

"Yes it is," Jerry said. "Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people will affect your mood. You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. The bottom line: It's your choice how you live life."

I reflected on what Jerry said. Soon thereafter, I left the restaurant industry to start my own business. We lost touch, but I often thought about him when I made a choice about life instead of reacting to it.

Several years later, I heard that Jerry did something you are never supposed to do in a restaurant business: he left the back door open one morning and was held up at gunpoint by three armed robbers. While trying to open the safe, his hand, shaking from nervousness, slipped off the combination. The robbers panicked and shot him. uckily, Jerry was found relatively quickly and rushed to the local trauma center. After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, Jerry was released from the hospital with fragments of the bullets still in his body.

I saw Jerry about six months after the accident. When I asked him how he was, he replied, "If I were any better, I'd be twins. Wanna see my scars?"

I declined to see his wounds, but did ask him what had gone through his mind as the robbery took place.

"The first thing that went through my mind was that I should have locked the back door, " Jerry replied. "Then, as I lay on the floor, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live or I could choose to die. I chose to live."

"Weren't you scared? Did you lose consciousness?" I asked.

Jerry continued, "...the paramedics were great. They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the ER and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared.

In their eyes, I read 'he's a dead man'. I knew I needed to take action."

"What did you do?" I asked.

"Well, there was a big burly nurse shouting questions at me," said Jerry. "She asked if I was allergic to anything. 'Yes' I replied. The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled, 'Bullets!' Over their laughter, I told them, 'I am choosing to live.

Operate on me as if I am alive, not dead." Jerry lived thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude.

I learned from him that every day we have the choice to live fully. Attitude, after all, is everything.

2007-12-12T02:20:00.000+08:00

Okay I'm finally back to blogging here, at blogspot. But let me first say that I aint going to update it as often as I used to, I'll be pretty busy. Busy with work, busy sorting out my feelings, busy catching up with things that i don't normally do. Now now, don't you go assuming that I have a major problem in my life cos I dont regard my problems as major as compared to what other people in the world are facing (I'm getting a lil extreme here :P) I'm just a lil confused. Maybe a lil help would be useful?

That aside lets recap what/how I have been doing all the while that I was away. I was down with bloody sore eyes, let me repeat BLOODY SORE EYES, for the record my eyes really did bleed! I was on a total of 10 days Medical Leave. I first went to Raffles Medical at Vivocity with the company of the bf (the first time ever that he's ever accompanied me to the doctor). The doctor lift my eyelids, examined it and ask questions all doctors asks, "Have you been overseas recently", "Any drug allergies?" etc. The next time if I visit a clinic, before the doctor even get the chance to open his/her mouth, I'll go "Hi good afternoon doctor, No, I haven been overseas recently and no I don't have drug allergies", I wonder how will they react. Haha. So after the examination of my eyes which is less than 5 pathetic minutes by the way, he pescribe me with an eyedrop and an eye gel and two days medical leave.

After my 2 days Medical Leave my eyes got worst, the day i reported to work, my eyes bleed! I had to verify with Yvonne what was the colour of the liquid that was on the tissue, and she confirm it was blood. BLOOD FROM MY EYES! How freaking scary was that?!So I went to Singapore General Hospital A & E department (too bad Eisha was not on duty lar!), and that doctor that attended to me took slightly longer, about fifteen minutes. He said my eyes were very red and maybe I caught some %%^&*%* (doctor or medical term which are way too profound for me) infection. He referred me to the Singapore National Eye Centre the day after for a thorough and two more days Medical Leave and another eyedrop. I have to stop using the one my GP pescribed to me. Oh and the whole bloody thing cost $90!! Ahhhhh, heart pain!

When we (bf&me) went into the SNEC, I was scared that my eyes needed to be operated on or something since it was red, swollen, watery and bleeding. I'm amazed at the equipments they use at the eye center so high tech, can look into your eyes and immediately know whats the problem and again when the doctor told the medical term of my condition, it was alien to me. HAHA, but she did explain that it will take some time to heal. And by quite some time, she gave me 6 more day Medical Leave. The most number of medical leave i've received at one time.

I have to thank Janice & Yvonne for covering my duties, i know its been hard on you guys and I really appreciate it alot! Thank you.

So I rot, sleep & eat at home except for when I meet the gfs on Tuesday for a lil shopping treats and sheesha-ing over at Arab Street! Just some pictures for you to see, look out for my red eyes! Woohoo! We had fun that day, plenty of gossiping and all. And I just realised that I did not take a picture with Eisha, just the two of us! AHHHH!! Lupe k..! ARGH!! Anyway we are able to take pictures of us thanks to my small mini tripod camera stand! AHEM AHEM, must credit my stand k? Very useful! hahaha...

Lya & Eisha, how the pink & red bulat2? Nice?? Haha... And yes Lya my panjang2 skinny2! Hahahahahah....

Other than all that I've really been eating, sleeping, eating and sleeping and watching movies/dramas online. I wonder if weighing machines tell the truths, hehe, cos apparently I din gain weight. APA DAH!

Okay before I end I wanna share a video of my abang sedare which means my cousin singing "Seribu kali sayang" by Iklim, just a small part. Dont bother to view the video just listen to his voice. I love the way he tarik his voice, suruh join anugerah tak nak tau, alasan je lebih. All the way Abg Abu, wa caya sama lu lah! Hahaha.. Dont know you

OH I TOOK OUT MY HAIR EXTENSION ALREADY AND I CHOPPED OFF MY HAIR A LIL, WILL UPDATES PICTUES WHEN I'M IN THE MOOD! HAHAHA!

i miss you

2007-11-17T11:11:00.000+08:00

I am craving for Mee Soto, don’t know whats up with my appetiede and cravings. But I really wanna eat Mee Soto, help! In the middle of Clarke Quay where to find mee soto sey!
*sigh*
I've been wanting to catch a movie since last month but till now, I've never step nowhere near a freaking cinema. I'm tired, worned out been working for 4 days straight now, 6 more days to go. As if I'm not tired enough md khaireen have to say things to make me think more, thinking uses up my brain cells and that makes me tired too. I think he is selfish for saying such things.
He does not spare a thought for my feelings (maybe he forgot that I'm human) therefore he thinks I don’t have feelings. I'm disappointed in him.

P/S: Dont only think about yourself.

My horoscope- give everything you can to a relationship before giving up. Ask for clarification? From who? When he don't wanna talk to me? Haix...

2007-11-15T13:37:00.000+08:00

"How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often causes the girl to be very upset. With that and the family's pressure, the girl often vents her anger on him. As for him, he only endures it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated and decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl:

"I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, and with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in and agreed to let them get married. So before he leaves, they got engaged. The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love thru emails and phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice... The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to loss her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry, it's still just silence cry that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same, except for the ringing tone of the phone. This pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know and not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions and millions of reply, countless of phone calls. All the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything and be happy.With a new environment, the girl learns sign language and started a new life. Telling her everyday that she must forget the guy.

One day, her friend came and told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.A year has passed and her friend came with an envelope, containing a invitation card for the guy's wedding. Girl was shattered. When she opens the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her.He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know
that I've not forgotten our promise.Let me have the chance to be your voice. “I
Love You."
With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

*Treat every relationship as if it's the last one, then you'll know how to give.
**Treat every moment as is it's the last day, and then you'll know how to treasure.

2007-11-14T17:12:00.000+08:00

(Sorry Von took your pic from our comp file, could not resist ah, so cute this picture! HAHA)

First of all, wishing Evonne a safe trip to BANGKOK with her bf, must buy souvenir for us hor! Hehehe.. Evonne will be gone for a week or so and I have to work till the 23rd then can off!! Superwoman!.......

K lar.. anyway here are pictures from Janice, the car are all impressive can!! If only I can own such beautiful cars, (lesen takde nak de krete!) , Aku sedar k, tak yah nak SAY IT TO MY FACE! Hahahahah...

I love this, if it is only in PINK!!!!! Gorgeous!! So nice right the interior!! Awww...

SINGAPORE DRIFT KING!!!

Suke eh dorang drift-drift?! Haha.. Macam gerek gtu kan? Too bad I was not able to go down tak de orang sudi nak bawak aku g, tapi leh g ngan orang laen... Malang eh naseb aku! Nyahahaha...

Okay to another topic now, both JANICE & EVONNE already own a PSP can! Haiyah, except for me, I feel so left out! Anybody wanna sell me their PSP for less than $200 cos apparently Janice got hers for $150, a second hand wan lar, but still good condition! I WAN A PSP!

:(

Can it just drop from the sky? Cos I'm currently saving to get my digital camera! I will be getting it by end of this month! My green tech baby, you are going to be mine!! *evil laugh*

Okay I'm gonna end this entry with my current obsession, the door beside our counter! Beautiful!! With butterflies some more....! Can I tear this off and paste it on my room wall when Christmas is over? Hahahah...The decor in the mall is nicely done, if you notice there is a Christmas tree outside the door! Hahaha...

2007-11-13T23:10:00.000+08:00

I bought a story book today, a second hand story book actually. Its only $4! And as for the other one I borrowed it from the library at Bukit Merah. I need to keep myself busy with these books! :)

Since my shoes were stolen, not a pair but 3 freaking pairs so I have no choice but to get a pair of shoes for work. Babi nye orang tak mampu nak beli kasut, must resort to stealing! My PURPLE HAVAINAS okay! Heart pain, I love that pair alot!!

Oh these outdated pic of ehmong & myself camwhoring over at my place....

Last but not least, me & the bf over at Starbucks last two weeks. Die ngah sibok bebual ngan Taqim, aku sibuk amek gambar! Hahaha...

Okay I need to rest now...
*I hope I'm making the right decision....

2007-11-12T22:35:00.000+08:00

I've changed my blog skin. Aren't babies just adorable? They are blessings from up above.

Mr Boyfriend, I'm sorry for hurting your feelings, you had already given me the cold shoulder for quite some time already. Shall we end this way soon? I'm tired of fighting, I miss you...

2007-11-11T14:50:00.000+08:00

I am currently watching this Korean drama, Eighteen Vs Twenty-Nine online at www.crunchyroll.com. My first time watching a Korean drama and I love it! I was on third shift for the past two days so I spent my time watching this drama. Its about this 29yr old lady, who got into an accident and loses her memory. She was actually driving with a divorce letter to hand it to her husband because she suspects her husband (an actor) is having an affair with their friend an actress. That actress do actually like him,she confessed.

When she woke up from her accident, she only remember up till when she was 18years old. She don't remember her husband, her sister and she don’t remember that her mum is no longer around.

I love this part, when the husband have flashback about her "proposing" its so cute!

B, shall we live together for about 100 years? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.......If we're not right for each other then we'll break up!

I'm only at episode 11 now, so there's alot more for me to catch up, so goodbye!

2007-11-08T16:55:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the 9th, Wohoo Bacen we manage to conquer yet another month together! We have come a looong way huh? But there's a longer road in the future for us. Insyaallah.

I LOVE YOU

I remember like it was yesterday
first kiss and I knew you changed the game
you had me, exactly, where you wanted
and i'm on it, and I aint ever gon let you get away
holding hands never made me feel this way
so special, boy its your..your smile, we so in Love (lalalalaaa)
yeeeah we so in Love (Lalalalalaaa)and I just can't get enough of your
lalala Lovee
yeeah we so in love LOVE
I want you to know...

You are my baby love my baby loveyou make the sun come up
ohh boy (ohh boy)
you're my every everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love my baby love
you make the sun come up
ohh boy (ohh boy)
you're my every every every everything

In a minute now we're still holding it down
butterflies everytime he come around
you make me, so crazy, its crazy, ohh baby
I don't ever wanna be with no one else
you're the only one that ever made me mad
you're special, boy it's your, your style
we so in Love (lalalalalaaa)
yeeeah we so in love Lalalalalalaa
and I just can't get enough
of your lalala Love
yeah thats all i'm thinking of
LOVE, I want you to know

You are my baby love my baby love
you make the sun come up
ohh boy (ohh boy)
you're my every everything that I could ever dream of

2007-11-07T21:28:00.000+08:00

I don't understand the boyfriend ah, he can get a ARAI helmet which costs $450 but when I told him I wanna get a Coach handbag for a price lesser than that of his ARAI, he cringed! ARGH, He even said he haven't heard of the brand Coach before! Mampos, like really can I mampos!?

This sweetheart cost less than $250 Singapore Dollars lar okay, Sayang your ARAI is like $400 plus!
Okay this wallet cost nearly $400 but I think its worth it cos you use wallet everyday and its simply LOVELY right? Ish, if only money drop from the sky.....

But then again, if I really bought this AUTHENTIC bags/wallet some people out there would think it’s the fake wans, cos apparently I don’t have the "i-can-afford-COACH" kinda face. Very typical of such people right? (sometimes I do think likewise, trying to be honest here) BAHHH! Just so you know I dun carry fake branded stuff around, its either I keep them safely at home away from the public eyes or I go for those "brand less" types. *-*
The day when I'm able to own one of these COACH bags (actually now am able to own one if I scrimp & save and not eat for a whole month,but ain't gonna do that for NOW) I'll be the happiest woman for that whole month, until I get the next thing on my list! (If you realise "THE LIST" never ends?? There is always something that you ~~need~~ want! Hee...) Materialistic you say? Oh come on, just SHUT UP!

I HAVE THE RIGHT TO FEEL THAT WAY!

PS:/ Ladies deck out in their best, heading to shake their bootys walking around right here in Central! Its LADIES NITE y'all, sadly I'll be stuck at home as usual. Have fun partying like a ROCKSTAR!

2007-11-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

Dari awal aku tak pernah percaya kata-katamu Karena ku hanya melihat semua dari parasmu
Terakhir kau bilang padaku..kau takkan pernah selingkuh

Tetapi ternyata dirimu..bermain di belakangku
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Saat ku melihatmukau sedang bermesraandengan seorang..yang ku kenal…
O ow.. Kamu ketahuan..pacaran lagi..dengan dirinya..teman baikku…
O ow.. Kamu ketahuan..pacaran lagi..dengan dirinya..teman baikku…

Tapi tak mengapa..Aku tak heran..Karena dirimu..Cinta sesaatku…
(O ow.. Aku ketahuan…pacaran lagi…dengan dirinya…teman baikmu…) 2x

2007-11-04T16:42:00.000+08:00

Oi oi oi oi help to click this link okay, one minute of your time only please! thankiew!

http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/clickToGive/home.faces?siteId=2

Click on the image below when you are on that site

2007-11-04T01:50:00.000+08:00

Its close to 2am already and im blogging, cos bf is over at Changi with his family. With nothing else to do, ii dug out outdated pictures for your viewing pleasure, haha!
Oh I went to Yanti's place just now, i must admit she's gorgeous! LIKE OMG! really beautiful. But sayang nyer i dun have camera, pic is with NANA and i believe she already uploaded them at her multiply. Anyways here wishing dearest YANTI & KHAI a very happy engagement! May the two of you be lovey dovey always! SORRY i only stayed for a while cos the bf pat bawah ah.

Added this pic -11.52am Sunday Nov4

Took this picture from Nana's Multiply, gorgeous kan Yanti kita ni.. HEHE...

Okay so the outdated pics

Random pictures of me

Thats me! Do i still look the same?!

OH, thats what I talked about the previous 274649505 post ago about bf getting something not so new, tadaaaa! HERE IT IS, a VESPA, cool huh, its plate no starts with AW, old skool habes!

Another bike of his. Smooth ride with this one.

But thank god my baby is still around, this one is my favourite cos it holds so much memories that i cried when bf said he's gg to sell it away! HAHAHA, am glad it is still around but not for long i guess. We'll see....
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2007-11-02T22:37:00.001+08:00

Its already the month of November, how fast time flies! My blog seems to be lacking in updates cos apparently I'm too tired to update.Ohh anyways tomorrow will be dear YANTI'S engagement, I so cant wait! Superly excited, like yanti say "aku yang tunag orang lain yang lebih excited dari aku" HAHA! Tak bleh excited ke yanti? Haha, aku tumpang gembira ah, happy for you mah! :) I will be going down with bf to your place at around 12 plus or 1PM. See you tmr swthrt!

The bf is contemplating to get another ARAI helmet! But NO NO, get my camera first okay syg? I went up to Harvey Norman just now and saw that camera! The one that is being display was the light green ones! Totally in awe, it is so gorgeous!
The price tag states $399. But I think if I were to go down to SIM LIM SQUARE or something I could get it for around $350? Anybody got lobang?! Or if you happen to pass by any store and saw that the price is around $350 please do inform me! I need the FUJI FinePix Z10fd before CHRISTMAS!!

2007-10-30T02:39:00.000+08:00

hey there, this slideshow shows the pic for friday & saturday jalan raya with bf. but these are only pics of me and the bf. for more pictures. click here

Tiring

2007-10-28T15:54:00.000+08:00

Last two days was spent "jalan raya-ing", had fun but its tiring and at the end of the 2 days I got a splitting headache. This time I must thank Yvonne for lending me her digicam . I keep borrowing from ppl, I wanna get my own soon! Been eyeing the ones from FUJI. FinePix Z10fd to be exact. So many colours to choose from, im in love with the lightgreen and the pink ones. Gorgeous aint it?! When will you be mine?
*hint hint*
Anyway back to the topic, went out with the bf's ns mates on Friday and on Saturday with the Rev peeps. Both nights ended pretty late and yesterday we had to leave early cos we were simply too tired. I cant seem to keep my eyes open properly. Its that tiring.
Oh and they had mercun okay! Hmmm, k lar just a short update. I will upload the photos soon alright. Give me two days more, pity me. HAHA.

2007-10-24T19:55:00.000+08:00

Pichas of my new hair extensions..................!!
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Sorry for the stupid face, hehe.. NICE??!!

I LIKE!!!

2007-10-23T18:57:00.000+08:00

i did my extensions already! this morning, helpful janice accompanied me all the way eventhou it was quite early in the morning cos she herself wanted to add some more extension to her hair. I must say i'm pretty sastified with the overall result . it cos $100 to get it all done but its all worth it (;

i cant seem to post the pictures of my new hair leh, maybe cos the bf haven seen it yet so this computer purposely dont allow me to upload the pictures, too bad then. next time then. meantime, take care ppl!

p/s: Janice ask me update my blog. HAHAHA! Anyway thank you JANICE for the company! (;

Expensive

2007-10-19T12:42:00.000+08:00

it cost a freaking bomb to get my digital camera fixed.chey, bedek ah! But I think I might as well get a new one. It cost $180 to get it fixed, and a new digicam will cost me somewhere near $400. And that digicam is of 7.2 megapixel, mine is only 5 megapixel. So how? Get a new one better right?
And I wanna do hair extension, the boyfriend agreed. Janice will do up hers this SUNDAY, we'll see her results first den I'll go do. I can't wait lar! HEHE…

What do you do or how do you react if your partner are showing signs of cheating?

2007-10-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

Just some random pictures of Hari Raya, plain lazy to upload the rest. Im losing interest in blogging (for the time being maybe) we'll just wait and see.

Mak, Ayah, Eka, Adeq (Family Love)

The one that i share my everything with, yeaps even undergarments. HAHA!

She's my dearest sweetheart, the apple of my eyes.

Kak Yati, Adeq, Yana, Eka, Mizah

Back: Eka, Lala, Abg Wawan, Kak Nana or Kakak Babam (vice versa, cos i still dun noe which is which! haha), Kak Itot

Front: Kak Jah, Abg Ito, Kak Noin, Abg Eddy and Qiara Quzandria on Kak Noin's lap

Me, My Sis-in-Law, My Brother and My Sister

K, thats all. Im done for now, will be back for more, we'll see.

Aniwae heres a cute video to share with you people. my dearest ehmong,bf bought that drink for her then she keep saying "bapak, bapak" turn up the volume and hear her laugh! ADORABLE!!!!